ugliness (internal and external) we see turns into monsters. and im sure, real ones
@HerDarkLeft_Love_ Glad I'm doing a positive thing .. my life got ugly when I was wasting it on drink and drugs but now I'm clean life is sweeter and getting better I'm happy with the most basic of things ok I like technology and my little old Ford Fiesta but I love to take my bike to the woods and ride my troubles away and take pictures of trees and animals that all we need out air and trees food and drink (not alcohol)
@JACKSON this sounds truly beautiful. happy for you. and admire those who love the most basic and little of things. very rare. i'm also trying.
@HerDarkLeft_Love_ It's the trying that creates the magic keep evolving like a rolling stone .I am 47 but still ... 14/16 I'll never really grow up but I'm a matured kid I gained wisdom .. nobody should act like anyone else just be yourself it's cliche but true :)
@JACKSON its hard not to take on traits of people who want you (out their own vanity and prideful ego) to become their copy, puppet or reflection. at least for me. too often i feel like a sponge. plus used. but im trying, and yes, effort makes soul young and alive again. i get what you are saying about age (its beautiful), bc i, beeing a teenager, felt like 100 year old at times, now as a young adult im trying to heal my past and "inner child". bc children i see nowdays...terrifying.
@HerDarkLeft_Love_ Your sanity will always prevail sometimes "letting go" has a good consequence it's our fears and anxiety that can buckle us up :)
@HerDarkLeft_Love_ I did the same I thought if I'm an asshole like them I'll be more popular but whoa I got too good at it and was isolated in my own little bubble we can change at any age you know life is life ..Bruce Lee said "Be water my friend" meaning change shape into whatever fits the situation but lead and be yourself always
@JACKSON its the case when empathy does the wrong thing, goes into wrong direction. it happens because, just like you said, we arent being ourselves but playing a role toxic surroinding is forcing us to play to fit into itself (absurd and terrible). it only hurts us in the end (bitterness, cynisism, and pride)
@HerDarkLeft_Love_ Yes always follow your own heart and logic a lot of people are not thinking logically so there is an imbalance .. too far left is a bit like a jersey where you pull the thread too far and the whole thing falls apart :) Listen to yout "minds eye" that is your ancestors speaking to you
@JACKSON thank you, i definetly will. listening is a forgotten neglected art nowedays, everyone just preeches without listening.
@HerDarkLeft_Love_ I am still guilty of thinking of a cool scene in a film and then inserting it into a real life situation but that is because that character suits your own that can be fun
@HerDarkLeft_Love_ Yes very sadistic behaviour .. the novelty will wear off eventually and they might climb the "nice" tree and see a way forward
@HerDarkLeft_Love_ I get that @ lonely .. that's probably why I'm here but these social apps are great if you stick to the right people .. leftys just want to divide folk I'll never truly want to understand why those people are so bitter they need to accept who they are and just ride a bike everyone must ride a bike lol
@HerDarkLeft_Love_ Yes it can people must leave cities and head for the forest if they want to find themselves .. revisit childhood places and all this "cocky" and cynical speak .. nobody needs it but yet they feel impulsive to do so .. it's evil really