on a personal note, I'm trying to spin too many plates trying to work as normal while thinking about updating CV and applying for new job. I always have to give 100% focus to what I'm doing in the moment or I get really stressed.
I've found some nice CV reference so I will take my time over the weekend and update properly, rather than half assing it on the side while WFH.
alot of my stress has been FOMO on a job listing I saw, but honestly I should only apply when I feel confident and ready.
twitch drama/sexual harassment
honestly shocked yet not surprised at the stories of fed's behaviour. it's so easy as a viewer to look the other way or write it off as "content". but he was really a clearly insecure and manipulative person. it was easy to say all those girls were "in on the joke", but clearly he knew that and took the "joke" too far.
heart goes out to those who stepped up and shared their story. it's not easy and in the long run will be worth it in spite of current drama.
sort of a mindless evening so let's try and recap:
- played a bit of 51 games with gf, was fun happy she bought it to play with me
- discord call with friends :)
- still grinding thru ToB, sometimes the combat will tilts me but ultimately enjoying it still.
looked at my CV a bit, I know I want to rewrite it but didn't get anywhere with it. hate the pressure of having to apply but I know if I don't the opportunity will leave 😶
need to get on it