slow start to the day but found something to get on with at work so starting to feel better and productive ☺️

always waking up too tired to actually wake up. not sure what I can do about it

on a personal note, I'm trying to spin too many plates trying to work as normal while thinking about updating CV and applying for new job. I always have to give 100% focus to what I'm doing in the moment or I get really stressed.

I've found some nice CV reference so I will take my time over the weekend and update properly, rather than half assing it on the side while WFH.

alot of my stress has been FOMO on a job listing I saw, but honestly I should only apply when I feel confident and ready.

twitch drama/sexual harassment 

honestly shocked yet not surprised at the stories of fed's behaviour. it's so easy as a viewer to look the other way or write it off as "content". but he was really a clearly insecure and manipulative person. it was easy to say all those girls were "in on the joke", but clearly he knew that and took the "joke" too far.
heart goes out to those who stepped up and shared their story. it's not easy and in the long run will be worth it in spite of current drama.

sort of a mindless evening so let's try and recap:
- played a bit of 51 games with gf, was fun happy she bought it to play with me
- discord call with friends :)
- still grinding thru ToB, sometimes the combat will tilts me but ultimately enjoying it still.

looked at my CV a bit, I know I want to rewrite it but didn't get anywhere with it. hate the pressure of having to apply but I know if I don't the opportunity will leave 😶
need to get on it

trying to build up the fortitude to apply for this job i've been looking at for a while, I definitely need to make a change but doing interviews is really anxiety inducing x_x

looks like the weather has gone back to grey and chill 👍

grabbed 51 worldwide games on switch, good impulse buy tbh

just sitting in fed timeline is fun

Fried rice with spam, mushroom, onion, egg and chahan seasoning from Japan.

...a classic..

Calling it there for berseria, need to make dinner + friends want to do a group call

Anyway, back to playing through tales of berseria. I'm going for 100% for some reason, will post more thoughts later

would like to kill off facebook too for obvious reasons, but its the only real form of contact I have with a lot of close friends.
one day i'll bite the bullet, probably when i'm in a better place post-lockdown

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First post! learning not to overthink what I write online!
few reasons i'm trying this:
- open source feels nice and secure, bye bye algorithim
- no algoritihim = chance to reclaim online identity that is seperate from irl
- trying to just post what i want without it feeling cringe... lets go

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